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Total Reciprocity

by Ryder Houston

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[Verse 1] There's somethin' on the air Somethin' on a TV in Tokyo It's comin' in clear now Breeze down in Delaware Wind on a shortwave stereo Rememberin' just how [Pre-Chorus] I don't watch your videos And I don't wanna hear your scenario Or the sound comin’ out from your radio [Chorus 1] I'm waiting for your total reciprocity Just waiting and waiting (for the sound comin' out from your radio) I'm waiting, hear my words in true fidelity Just waiting and waiting (for the sound comin' out from your radio) [Verse 2] It’s written on a rag Written on a fold of your maiden name The indigo daydream Powers of a body bag Glory-gone, well-wrought weathervane Again and again, seems [Pre-Chorus] I don't watch your videos And I don't wanna hear your scenario Or the sound comin’ out from your radio [Bridge] There’s something real to be said About how quickly you left me in bed So strange, the other night at the bar The way you fell in love with my scar So, don’t leave me lying around Like a wound I just wanna pick at (just waiting) Oh, buster… (and waiting) You’re gonna have to do better than that [Chorus 2] I'm waiting for your total reciprocity Just waiting and waiting (for the sound comin' out from your radio) I'm waiting, hear my words in true fidelity Just waiting and waiting (for the sound comin' out from your radio) I'm waiting Just waiting and waiting (for the sound comin' out from your radio) I'm waiting Just waiting and waiting (for the sound comin' out from your radio) I'm waiting [Outro] (You're gonna have to do better than that) Just waiting and waiting (Do I have to do everything by myself?) I'm waiting (What are you fucking waiting for?) Just waiting and waiting (And I'll wait forever if I have to) I'm waiting
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[Verse 1] Makin’ love in the sunlight, daylight Light beams streakin’ through the windowpane Yeah, the covers can’t keep it out Did I hear you say you you like me better When the light is right? Well, we can wait for night to fall [Pre-Chorus 1] I know my self respect is peculiar Oh, wontcha please understand me? I know a place where we can go Where the sun goes down Where a kiss knows no bounds No boundaries No more [Chorus 1] I know a place I know a place [Verse 2] This tower’s tickin’ for you To breathe into my mind A new phase, a time to follow through Can I hear you say it? Say it’s never too late to change A heartbeat’s well-been set into motion [Pre-Chorus 2] I let you disregard this to cool the air Oh, wontcha take this from me? I know a place where we can go Where the moonlight’s out Where a kiss knows no bounds (I know a place) No boundaries (I know a place) [Bridge] Tapering off my medication Seeing a sexual vindication Let it go, tell me in my ear Those secret words I hold so dear Endless blood subvert proportions Sealing off your love distortion Herein lies my pale complexion Underneath your sex inflection [Chorus 2] I know a place I know a place I know a place (let me know, let it show) I know a place (let it go to a place that knows no bounds) [Pre-Chorus 3] Let’s stow our self-obsessed little barriers Oh, with these hands, I command thee I know a place where we can go Where the light is right Where a kiss knows no bounds No boundaries No more [Outro] (Let me know, let it show) (Let it go to a place that knows no bounds) (Let me know, let it show) (Let it go to a place that knows no bounds)
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[Verse 1] Could it be that the lady is me In the photograph? I'm afraid 'cause it feels too good And I want it too bad [Pre-Chorus 1] It's just not true Couldn't ask for any more than you Because you look at me as though I'm beautiful Could it be that you want me? [Chorus 1] I never dreamed someone like you Could want someone like me [Verse 2] I'm not sure, but the more that it's real Well, the more it's right Ooh, what a night; it's as though we've been lovers For all of our lives [Pre-Chorus 2] There must be a god Could it be that he’s heard me at last? Because you look at me as though I'm beautiful Could it be the lady’s me? [Chorus 2] I never dreamed someone like you Could want someone like me [Guitar Solo] [Verse 3: Ryder Houston & Ariana Kelly] All the pain (the pain, the pain) And the pleasure's the same (the pleasure) It goes so fast I'm the girl with the strawberry hair In the photograph [Pre-Chorus 3] So, come on, let's dance (dance) Let me have it while I have a chance (chance) ‘Cause there’s another world where there are other girls But tonight, there's only me [Chorus 3] I never dreamed someone like you Could love someone like me

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released February 9, 2024

Produced and Mixed by Ryder Houston
Co-produced by Davis M. Shubs
Recorded by Eric Bogacz at Spice House Sound, Philadelphia, PA
Mastered by Dan Harfield at Metropolis Studios, London

Design by Ryder Houston
Photography by Joshua Chang

Special Thanks: Daniel Ash, Weyes Blood, Eric Bogacz, Michael Briggs, Bush, Guillermo Caceres, G. A. Carafelli, Albie Chambers, CMJK, Ross Craig, Ashley Crowder, Will DeJessa, Lana Del Rey, Brian De Palma, Brandon Gordon, Nellee Hooper, Ariana Kelly, Nick Lenker, David Lynch, Madonna, Shirley Manson & Garbage, George Michael, Ryan Neumeister, POiSON GiRL FRiEND, Michael Payne, Sade, Eric Scattareggia, Shep Pettibone, Sneaker Pimps, Trent Reznor, Alex Santilli, DeShawn Seymore, Davis M. Shubs, Sissy Spacek, Ronnie Stone, Jacob Symbol, Tricky, Ciaran Wall, Alan Wilder, Rob Zombie, everyone who continues to support me, and lastly (but not leastly), all the boys who made me feel the feelings I made this music about.

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Ryder Houston Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Ryder Harrison Houston is an American filmmaker and musician from Dallas, Texas. As much as his evocative sound dotes on alternative pop acts Depeche Mode, Garbage, and even Madonna at her most controversial, his inky discography remains adhered to a certain groovy allusion to chopped-and-screwed electronica with his spidery vocals weaving clichés of lust and rock ‘n’ roll menace anew. ... more

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